Firstly, let me say, I do LOVE being a mom. It's every single part of me, and more. It's all of my heart and all of my soul. I do it every day, happily. I miss my kids when they aren't here. I leave them rarely.
But that doesn't mean I can't be more. For almost four years I've had a dayhome. I've been able to raise my kids, and watch them do everything they learn. I've taught them, and been the one to put them to bed most nights. And while I love doing that, I want to contribute to the world more.
So, I decided to go back to school. To be a nurse. And I got in! I will be doing it distance learning so I'll still be able to be at home with my kids while I learn! It will be hard work, I'll require help. And I'll need to really focus each and every single day. But I want to do it. I want to be more, and I want to do it for my kids!
So January 1 I start my new journey! And I'm ok with that! I'm confident in knowing that I'm doing what's best for all of us! And I am super excited about it!
XX,
The Guilty Mom
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